Man of your word

When you think you got nothing left

A man has his word

It may not be worth much to you,

But it means everything to me.

Crescent

The moon was out this morning.

5am when the birds were waking up to the breaking day.

Quite the sight.

Twice the Meaning

In about a month I become unchartered (pun intended).

CANNOT WAIT :D :D :D :D :D !!!!!!!

Its been a long struggle so far, and the hardest trial is yet to come.

Whether this long journey has been worth it will be found out in the next month.

However, the light at the end of the tunnel is getting brighter.(see Eileen, I learnt better grammar from your corrections on my EP - proof read my thesis when I draft it up? :P)

Seeing the sun again is whats driving me for now, wish me luck (Y)

Lost Line of Communication

Its like when you drop your one-of-a-kind phone that last time.

The speaker is partially broken. And there's no replacement parts.

You are on your own and want to communicate to someone.

Anyone? Not really.

But deep down you know you don't need it. Its not crucial to your survival.

Not now. Not this time.

You are not sure whether there's any point in trying to even dial it out.

Hearing only small spurts of the other side won't do any good.

Reception in this place is shit anyway.

Maybe its time to communicate with myself again, but in person.

Cut the frays. Strip the wires. Resolder the connections.

GPS don't fail me now.

Bottles II

The joint.

It was flooded.

Old Age

If my memory wasn't already dead,

I'd tell it to go die right now.

Bottles

I have two options:

1. Control the overflow

2. Flood the fucking joint.

Surprise

Lol thanks everyone for the birthday wishes and awesome singing and awesome cake-into-mouth-in-one-go-action. You know what I'm talking about ;)

P.S. Meng: you have one fucked up mind. But that's what I love about you

Cheers

Thanks you guys.

Turned my bad day into a good night.

Truly am grateful :)

Hearting you all very muchly.

Nutshell

Maybe its not that no-ones smart enough to crack it,

But rather I don't want to share the fruit inside.

Its mine. Fuck off.

Importance

Not too long ago, I thought time spent was worth it as long as I get paid.

Afterall, money is needed to buy the material things in this world.

I like to think that I'm not too attached to those things, but once in a while something grabs my attention and won't let go.

Now that need is satisfied... somewhat. It needed a lot of money, and will still need a whole lot more.

Was the time spent earning that money worth it? I'll tell you on Monday.

However, I have come to realise that more often than not, the best moments I want to treasure, the moments I want to have... they can't be bought with money.

They are had with the people you can't afford to lose. The people who won't give a rat's ass about whether you rock up in rags or riches. 

They do need time though. Time I should be more than willing to invest.

Time, you little bastard, once I find you, I'm keeping you in a nitrogen filled case so that you never age.

Then I'm gonna drive to my heart's content, and have enough memories to saturate this short life of mine.

Gemstone

These are the rare stones found in the Earth.

I stumble upon them and initially have no idea of their worth.

Some glow in the dark and light the way when its dark - with all my heart I wish I can return the favour in some way.

Some provide me with spiritual energy, just enough to keep me going when I'm down - without these ones, I don't even want to think about where I might be right now.

Some somehow change colour with my mood.... despite what I say/do they see through it and understand what the inside of my heart looks like - these especially I've heard are fucking rare, I guess I'm damn lucky.

To all of them I say thank you. I treasure them all and hope that they know it.

Their worth? To me, every single one is beyond priceless.

My new baozi

I have a new baby

It shall be known as Char Siu Bao

Waiting

Just pull the fucking pin and throw it already.

I'm right here above the trenches.

Soulmate

Golden smiles with the laugh of a guardian angel. So close, yet so far.
Omnipresent is your face. Nowhere can I turn without your image right in front of my eyes.
Take me to your dreams, I want to understand the impossible.
Mindful of every hour passed with you. Unnoticed and indiscriminate.
Every fight a warzone for an unworthy cause.
Hold me tight, before I leave tonight.
? Why aren't we able to?

Order

Let's get our priorities in order....


Wants:
A car that makes me happy
An active social life
To move out
Eileen to tell me what her blog post is abt
More time


Needs:
A car that gets me from a to b
My life back
A place that I can call my own
Closure >=[
MORE TIME

Love: The Affliction

When in a drought, you ask for water.

When in despair, you ask for hope.

When in love, you ask for forgiveness.

Solo

You've got me flying
so low
solow
solo

Photograph

Take a photo.


Capture the happiness,

Encapsulate the mood,

Adopt the memory,


Seize the soul

Maze

I'll take yours in my right and keep my left to the wall.

Power

Whatever doesn't kill you, makes you stronger?

I wonder what superpower I will get from having concrete dust in my lungs...

Batman foiled by 8 year old

ness says (3:29 PM):
*who are you
*are you a cousin
Uncle Ka-Seng says (3:29 PM):
*eh?
ness says (3:30 PM):
*its the little sister
Uncle Ka-Seng says (3:30 PM):
*AHHAHAHAHAA
*i am batman
**husky voice
ness says (3:31 PM):
*its bridget not vanessa
ness says (3:32 PM):
*i know you are not batman
*i am 8 so i know that your not batman
*><
ness says (3:33 PM):
*i think you are a girl

Itch

Did you know that when you scratch an itch,
you are replacing the itching sensation with pain.

It just feels good because an itch is a far worse sensation.

Which made me wonder, which should I feel greater regret for?
An aching heart, or an itching one?

Fallacy

The human body is much more honest than the human heart

Wisdom or Impatience

You know your old when you want to tell a fob kid to grow up

Suggestions

I need some suggestions on where to visit on a end of year trip!!!!!!!

jp would probably be a definite...and therefore kr... unless ppl convince me otherwise

Anyways..... leave a comment and suggest a place to go and why :D:D

cheers

Update for Eileen

this is the bucketloads of shizen that i told u about:

• 32kg cement
• 33kg 10mm agg
• 23kg 7mm agg
• 10kg 4mm- agg
• 15kg water
• 63kg sand
• fml
  

this is the insignia that sago wants to inscribe in msia:

zoom:

Genesis

Creation requires destruction.

It is the essence of existence, you live your life because you will die.

Twee and La. Push and pull

Equivalent exchange.

Nomad

Wanderer, his name unimportant.

Where he came from, irrelevant.

What is known is where he is,

Carrying his home on his back.

He belongs wherever he moves, but to nowhere.

tentai senshi sunred

chochoi no pappa de hora kirei...ne!

Molten

Note to self:

Although grinding steel rebars produces sparkler like effects,

the sparkles can burn.

Oh fairy dust why be so deceptive