Gemstone

These are the rare stones found in the Earth.

I stumble upon them and initially have no idea of their worth.

Some glow in the dark and light the way when its dark - with all my heart I wish I can return the favour in some way.

Some provide me with spiritual energy, just enough to keep me going when I'm down - without these ones, I don't even want to think about where I might be right now.

Some somehow change colour with my mood.... despite what I say/do they see through it and understand what the inside of my heart looks like - these especially I've heard are fucking rare, I guess I'm damn lucky.

To all of them I say thank you. I treasure them all and hope that they know it.

Their worth? To me, every single one is beyond priceless.

My new baozi

I have a new baby

It shall be known as Char Siu Bao

Waiting

Just pull the fucking pin and throw it already.

I'm right here above the trenches.

Soulmate

Golden smiles with the laugh of a guardian angel. So close, yet so far.
Omnipresent is your face. Nowhere can I turn without your image right in front of my eyes.
Take me to your dreams, I want to understand the impossible.
Mindful of every hour passed with you. Unnoticed and indiscriminate.
Every fight a warzone for an unworthy cause.
Hold me tight, before I leave tonight.
? Why aren't we able to?

Order

Let's get our priorities in order....


Wants:
A car that makes me happy
An active social life
To move out
Eileen to tell me what her blog post is abt
More time


Needs:
A car that gets me from a to b
My life back
A place that I can call my own
Closure >=[
MORE TIME

Love: The Affliction

When in a drought, you ask for water.

When in despair, you ask for hope.

When in love, you ask for forgiveness.

Solo

You've got me flying
so low
solow
solo