Waiting

Just pull the fucking pin and throw it already.

I'm right here above the trenches.

Soulmate

Golden smiles with the laugh of a guardian angel. So close, yet so far.
Omnipresent is your face. Nowhere can I turn without your image right in front of my eyes.
Take me to your dreams, I want to understand the impossible.
Mindful of every hour passed with you. Unnoticed and indiscriminate.
Every fight a warzone for an unworthy cause.
Hold me tight, before I leave tonight.
? Why aren't we able to?

Order

Let's get our priorities in order....


Wants:
A car that makes me happy
An active social life
To move out
Eileen to tell me what her blog post is abt
More time


Needs:
A car that gets me from a to b
My life back
A place that I can call my own
Closure >=[
MORE TIME